I feel that my last post failed to pinpoint another confusion and further reminder to live in the present and act in each moment as I am moved to.
By amassing information to ‘publish’ when I felt it was good enough (aka when I felt good enough about myself!) I was limiting the infinite possibilities of my impact on the world. That sounds very arrogant to my ego self, but in essence we are all unique individuals who have something unique to bring to the world. Let me explain…
In the back of my mind I had an intent to one day publish an e-book, or an e-course or some such in order to share any knowledge that I have picked up over the years. But I was forcing it. I thought I needed to read lots of other people’s blogs and postings, learn how to do it (properly and perfectly!) and then attempt it myself.
But I have been putting the cart before the horse.
What if there is a new platform, a new paradigm, a new outlook that hasn’t arrived yet?
The fact that I was waiting to be good enough, to have enough information, to be professional enough means that I am not ready yet.
And who knows what form that will take?
I am where I am and that is perfect. I will be drawn to what I need, to what I need to share with others, even if that is not in any published or practical form. I can relax knowing that all is as it should be. I am neither behind, nor not good enough. What a relief!
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