I have been struggling with the belief that there are things in life which I am not doing because I can’t, because they are too overwhelming, too stressful, too hard, or simply too something …
I wonder if I am not doing them because I don’t actually want to….
That perhaps I feel I should be doing them to be ‘normal’, to be like everyone else, to not feel odd ….
I wonder if all the things that I am doing is enough. For Me. Right now.
That thought brings a sense of relief. And it means that I can relax into doing those things that are a unique expression of me. In a style and way that only I can do them in.
By giving myself permission to only do those things which move, inspire and motivate me, I can stop the incessant sense of dissatisfaction that seems to pervade my life and which keeps me continually ‘on the run’. If I can really allow myself to slow down and be present with what lights me up I can stop the continual searching for something else, something more, something better than. Which of course never delivers anyway.
What a suggestion! What a challenge!
But one which I am going to adopt from this minute on….
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